Last night, I totally threw a 2 year old fit at my toddler. Not good for a mama. I get really frustrated with myself when I do that. He cried all day, I just snapped. In the middle of the fit I thought, I have not done this in MONTHS. What the heck? Then, as I bathed my sweet little boy, I remembered... I have been running the crazy out, until the last two weeks. I just got to my limit of holding it all in. I HAVE to run to keep my sanity.
SO, when Sweet Love got home, out the door I went. And wouldn't you know... MASSIVE heartburn. So bad, that at mile 1.5, I HAD to walk the rest of the way home. SO mad. That is what I get for eating beans (I really dislike them) and bird seed (Millet)! ;) This feeding my son new things is hard for me, but we will manage!
I do feel better... just wish I could have run the whole 3 miles. Oh well. Sweet Love will be home tonight, and I will also be able to run this weekend while at the lake!
PS
Thanks Ruthie & Laura for your comments. I will hold them close to me as I fight the scale dragon.
2 comments:
oh girl.. so know what you are talking about.. i am a completely different person when i am running.. ..being a mom is soo hard sometimes... the runs keep me going.. its my only time away .. with no questions.. (a bazillion questions a day here).. and after the last week of not getting my time in i was stressed to the hilt..
i am proud of you for getting out there instead of eating a nice big bowl of blue bell :) .. (which is what USE to do instead of run).
great job.. hang in there.. before long they will be 9 years old and you will be wondering what happened to your sweet baby :) (i know i do all the time )
blessings !
ruthie
Stay with it. Do not let your runs be the first thing to slide. We as mother must make something sacred for ourselves or how are we to manage everything else?
It will also help to pound away frustration of figuring the food thing out.
Enough of blogs...off to soak in the new CTMH catalog while all is quiet!!!
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