Well, I have been sick, recovering, or just in a crazy whirlwind for over a month now. Today was the first 'normal' day in a LONG LONG time. I am so tired I cannot even tell you.
I have not worked out in all that time, not any 'real' workouts anyway. I have eaten a healthy meal here and there, but only here and there! It is horrible and I feel exactly that way!
So here I am. Tomorrow is a new day. I am so grateful for those mercies! I have a month till my family reunion... and that is a whole new barrel of issues. I come from a family (especially that side) where body size is a HUGE issue. You are worth your size. I mean, it is so bad, that FOR REAL, one of the women lost her baby because she would not freaking eat! So... though that is not usually an issue for me.. I really need to be in a healthy place when I show up. Mentally, physically, and nutritionally. I need to be confident too, because it can get to you.
Anyway, all this to say, that though I still feel SO off, I am getting up tomrrow at 6am. I do not plan on doing anything but getting out of bed since I feel so terrible today. My Sweet Love is going to go ride his bike, so I might get out in the garage and jump some rope, and play with those freaky bands. If I feel like poop still, I will just sit and read my Bible! So no matter what... I will have a great morning! haha!
So, look forward to my return to this blog, and real life after sickness and misery! I have so much stuff to write about and share, but off to bed I go for now!
2 comments:
wooowhoo...
startin over... the story of what being healthy is all about!
hope your morning is grand!
it was beautiful here this morning :)
I am so sorry your family has so much pressure on body image. I hope the experience of the family reunion isn't too draining.
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